The Heart

can be so delicate. so fragile. but when hurt. it strikes back. and strikes hard. why is that? is it because it has been attacked, that it feels the need to protect itself from further harm? further damage?

the heart retreats into itself to heal...to figure out why....when it gets no answers and only more white lies...it explodes into fury... the heart is not something to toy with. not something to say one thing to and then do another.

it feels love. when it does, it's like nothing else. nothing can describe the euphoric feeling that washes over oneself.

when the love is compromised, it's shaken. the pain is far more excruciating than ever felt by any other.

attacking a heart that is already weak and vulnerable is just downright dirty and mean. what sick person would do something like that? finishing off the kill? how convenient. * scoffs * a selfish heart would do that.

of course no one would want to attack a strong heart. they stand a chance to lose and be defeated. when the heart is strong and beats rhythmically, it's true to itself and will not waver. it's taken a few years for my heart to recuperate. suffering from such a blow. grieving for what was lost and what can no longer be. tears dry up and no more shall be shed. no more wasted tears. i promise. no more.

being too naive has it's faults. major. faults. you get taken advantage of so much. the heart is not meant for it. the heart is too innocent to realize the deceptions that have been layered over and over to cover the true intent of an individual.

what is that saying...'the truth shall set you free'....yes...my heart has not exactly been the purest, but it has stood the tryings of time and has learned many valuable lessons. lessons that it holds dear. it has come to terms with itself and learned these lessons the hard way. but it has learned. and it will not make the same mistake again. it will fight for what it believes in.

the truth is always never easy to say, but allowing yourself to be true and forgiven, it feels so much relief and gratitude.

the wrong heart has been picked. it will fight and it will win. it beats strong and sure. tears that have dried up shall no longer shed new ones. grievance has been replaced by a greater passion. to right the wrong. to know the truth as to why. why did you do this. why are u still doing it.

bump. bump. bump.