Illuminations..gone forever?

I love this store...Illuminations has the best candle scents ever! There used to be a store location at Lenox Mall, they had closed down and reopened again. Well apparently, due to the recent economic challenges, they had closed again. Since I have been busy flying, I never got a chance to go visit the store for a while, I only noticed it closed the last time I went to Lenox Mall with Linda looking for a dress for Jenie's dinner rehearsal. So I told myself I was going to go online and try to order more candles. Well...went to their website and...they have closed their business entirely?!! :( I am sooo sad! My favorite scent was Thai Market and I was very obsessed with it...Will had bought me a huge batch but that was a few years ago...now it's down to only a few votives... :( If I had known they were going to close just like that I would have conserved my candles like I dun berieve! ahhh...so sad now...i don't know any other candles to turn too...all of them cannot measure up at all....ahhh...i wish they will re open later on once the economy gets better...that would be awesome! but...even the whole website has been taken off...they have a letter to their customers about their decision to close down their business...ahh sooo sad!!!! What am I going to do now?!! :( Life is meaningless again...